My husband has been around a lot more, and my computer hasn't. I do get some good posting times when he's asleep, but not so often. Most of the time, I peruse different sites, and end up running out of energy before I get in a full post.
Another reason I haven't posted is that I was using this blog as a place to vent my frustration and fears about my husband's addictions. While he still struggles, letting go of alcohol has helped him immensely. He hasn't been perfect, but better. I can take better.
The doctor who accepted my husband as a patient hasn't even looked at his scans, but has instead just thrown more medication at him. I'm not terribly happy with this arrangement, but my husband has been working on regulating his own medication. He does still get headaches that send us to the ER around once every other week, and to another drug-pushing doc around once a month.
I still worry, but without any other neurologists close by and limited funds, the current situation will have to do.
I also feel bad for airing such personal grievances on such a public area. I have seen others gripe about spouses and agree that their rants do seem childish. My rants are just as childish, and I am sorry.
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Keep writing when you can, there are people out there who are reading whenever you can post and support you. There are a lot of people out there just like you. Keep your chin up and stay positive when you can. We're pulling for you.
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